Aches & Pain

green

green and purple

and spots of bright red

the evenings spent boring

the holes in my head

securing a place and marking it right

until the acid drains in

and I'm swallowed by the night

Faded lines still mark the place

the burnt images still react

the reflection in the mirror

a daily reminder of our sins

and soon into the night

like all before us

we will find ourselves lost again

consumed by an encompassing Fury

that daybreak thrusts upon us

the burning feeling felt when the jaws clamp shut

biting down on the bit

fighting the urge to wail

though our flesh lay impaled

reaction time is dimmed

the dopamine released into

the bloodstream with each passing moment

encourages the gnawing of our own flesh

for the sting it delivers to us

and I bit my own lip today

just to feel it ache

Fantasy we Sail away

the world and it's problems

an oyster with a pearl that can solve them

but once we find solace

in the places we've encountered

we'll soon find ourselves spinning

before an inconquerable tidal wave

and whereupon we find ourselves there

that place we found that meant disaster

once before the sky turns gray

and the heavens open up to swallow us

we will find ourselves once more

before the eye of the storm

to stand at the edge and peer over

grasping the concept few understand

staring deep into the abyss and holding

holding close the few things we have left

we prepare to cast them adrift

but still the mind wanders

to think about what use they still might hold

We wade into the waters of our oppression

waiting for the right moment to strike

but when, like fools born from men we are,

merely mortal men miss the mark

and like the predictable nature of our ancestors

our tendencies tend to jump the shark

It's Ok, I'm an M-Man

sickness what a lovely time to be deformed
and a whole new world out there to explore
birth of a new flower I walk by my side
trying to match eachother stride for stride

While all contagious pathogens fail
to kill my spirits I still get up
every morning and put on my torn jeans
I step outside into the sun

Born again from the fires of putrifaction
like a wailing corpse in the moonlit streets
looking for a dream to chase
though maybe I'm a masochist

waking up each morning
with a new pill in my hand
is this just auditory hallucinations
because my life is rather bland

but the sparks ignite the underbrush
and the trees go up in flame
a controlled burn is just what we need
to release the mind from itself

stained windows
glare at me from across the way
the donning of the mantle
to start another day

with a little help from my friend's
I will climb the ladder unto Olympus
bring an end to the wrath of the gods
and have forgiveness once again

Inside Microsoft Internet explorer's testing lab

I eviscerated my lover's flesh
carving at the rippling sinew
I can feel the fear coursing through her body
flowing out of her veins, and onto the icy concrete below
some of it spilled onto my bare feet, I could feel it running between my toes
it felt like warm syrup as it raced towards the grime-covered drain

My fingers ran their way over her body
paying special attention to her exposed rib cage
the tight muscles I peeled off showed white bone stained with crimson
revealed all I needed to know about her

every secret was as exposed as her entrails
it's strange that someone can hide from us all their lives
but once you split open their bowels you can see everything
their last meal
everything.

Hippie Bondage Fetish

something about the way
you flog me with your branches
never shaving your legs
and eating all organic all the time

fucking yourself slowly
with a carrot
while I lick the organic chocolate spread
off your thighs

a look in your eye
tells me you're about to cum
right as the shrooms kick in
the bedroom whirls into a forest

your lips form the words
that I want to hear
as I push you against a tree
free flowing foot fuck in the fir

unable to explain the absurdity
but still I'll try
while you drive me crazy
the look of zen in your eye