I find it hard to tell
when everything is okay
and all the girls I find are so sadistically plain
can't wait to enjoy
the supple flick of the wrist
a gentle pinch and then twist
until I speak with a lisp
thought it would snow
but I was only mistaken
time cannot be taken
but it's my sole you've been breaking
a hole in my chest
where I once stored a gun
shiny chrome plated fun
a .44 magnum
once upon a time
there was life in this world
until mankind unfurled
and killed all the boys and girls
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Friday, February 19, 2010
The Girl with No Name
I don't remember your name
what time it was or where the blood was coming from
but when the band turned on their amps
and their guitars started screaming
I couldn't remember your name
Our fists hit the air
like Mjolnir struck earth
and your witty verbose were to complex to follow
in that drunken haze
those dingey funhouse days
I could not keep up with you
referencing movies I had not seen
feeling in that moment appreciated yet
dumbfounded
I almost went with you
And today I still don't know your name
Should've gotten in that van
remembering failed romance
Woke up without a clue
And I don't remember you at all
Nothing like a drunken baffoon
trying to keep up
unable to match your caliber
And I could only try to explain Superjail
what time it was or where the blood was coming from
but when the band turned on their amps
and their guitars started screaming
I couldn't remember your name
Our fists hit the air
like Mjolnir struck earth
and your witty verbose were to complex to follow
in that drunken haze
those dingey funhouse days
I could not keep up with you
referencing movies I had not seen
feeling in that moment appreciated yet
dumbfounded
I almost went with you
And today I still don't know your name
Should've gotten in that van
remembering failed romance
Woke up without a clue
And I don't remember you at all
Nothing like a drunken baffoon
trying to keep up
unable to match your caliber
And I could only try to explain Superjail
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Chicken Strips, Asparagus, and Shredded Hash Browns
Malice drips from the tongue,
onto the corpses of the trodden,
everything decays with time,
all-consuming flame devours the remains
tattered flesh hangs like used rags
oiled cadavers scattered to the corners
fumes of gasoline wet the air
I can taste it on my tongue
the odour delicious
sulfur dioxide
cast aside and forgotten
time elapse mind erased
we march on doom's hand
thick clouds of acrid smoke
boned fingers gripping tightly
around our hearts
pulling us deeper
into the warp
our own fists clutching at our swords
unaware of the twisted things that come our way
staring deep into onyx shaded eyes
marking our headstones
we walk unto death
reeking soldiers fallen
once full bodied
warm
loved
alive
now decayed muscle and bone
cold
alone
dead
capable only now of rotting
never forgiven for their crimes
lining the field like fixtures
no more noticed than a stone
Malice drips from the tongue,
onto the corpses of the trodden,
everything decays with time,
all-consuming flame devours the remains
onto the corpses of the trodden,
everything decays with time,
all-consuming flame devours the remains
tattered flesh hangs like used rags
oiled cadavers scattered to the corners
fumes of gasoline wet the air
I can taste it on my tongue
the odour delicious
sulfur dioxide
cast aside and forgotten
time elapse mind erased
we march on doom's hand
thick clouds of acrid smoke
boned fingers gripping tightly
around our hearts
pulling us deeper
into the warp
our own fists clutching at our swords
unaware of the twisted things that come our way
staring deep into onyx shaded eyes
marking our headstones
we walk unto death
reeking soldiers fallen
once full bodied
warm
loved
alive
now decayed muscle and bone
cold
alone
dead
capable only now of rotting
never forgiven for their crimes
lining the field like fixtures
no more noticed than a stone
Malice drips from the tongue,
onto the corpses of the trodden,
everything decays with time,
all-consuming flame devours the remains
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Man Jailed for cooking Ex-Girlfriend's Dog in Oven
seratonin low
I can feel myself again
watch it resolve
as I evolve a bitter friend
my mind explodes
and I enter the point of no return
the hemoglobin flows
from my arms like endless streams of love lost
the bottle hits the ground
and I follow soon after and drift away
hitting the wall pounding with both of my clenched fists
I enter the cage
of the beast and prepare for war
something I found
one more thing that's run away
I am not lost
but instead merely enraged
all is for not
and I've found myself again
if you only knew
that I was at the bottle and then
I told you
I can not feel
I can not spare myself another ounce of pain
I won't be broken
I will find the strength to live
and love again
Seratonin low
searching high and low for innocence
and now I know
I cannot depend on others for proof of existance
I am my own
I am my own free will and only dependant
never again will I say those words to you that I said once before
always forgotten left behind and last to know the score
and here I am still human and so very full of hurt
It will not end, like a corpse I'm doomed to walk the earth
searching for answers to questions never asked
waiting for someone to take me to the past and change it all
I can feel myself again
watch it resolve
as I evolve a bitter friend
my mind explodes
and I enter the point of no return
the hemoglobin flows
from my arms like endless streams of love lost
the bottle hits the ground
and I follow soon after and drift away
hitting the wall pounding with both of my clenched fists
I enter the cage
of the beast and prepare for war
something I found
one more thing that's run away
I am not lost
but instead merely enraged
all is for not
and I've found myself again
if you only knew
that I was at the bottle and then
I told you
I can not feel
I can not spare myself another ounce of pain
I won't be broken
I will find the strength to live
and love again
Seratonin low
searching high and low for innocence
and now I know
I cannot depend on others for proof of existance
I am my own
I am my own free will and only dependant
never again will I say those words to you that I said once before
always forgotten left behind and last to know the score
and here I am still human and so very full of hurt
It will not end, like a corpse I'm doomed to walk the earth
searching for answers to questions never asked
waiting for someone to take me to the past and change it all
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Fish on Phong Eeprom
shit on me for a bit, but the rain's startin to come out and wash it all away
and I'm starting to remember exactly why I went insane
the memories splayed out like napkins
on the blood spattered walls
catching all the droplets
until slowly apart they fall
I'm starting to grow older now, I can hardly see me face
beneath the scars and history
the etches in my bones fill some form of need
and the needle bleeds
Wretched cassanova slain
recoiled and shrunken down
slithering away softly beaten
the operation succesful transplant
now the rain has washed away
I can see my true face
covered in grooves and teeth
it is become death
the real me
and I'm starting to remember exactly why I went insane
the memories splayed out like napkins
on the blood spattered walls
catching all the droplets
until slowly apart they fall
I'm starting to grow older now, I can hardly see me face
beneath the scars and history
the etches in my bones fill some form of need
and the needle bleeds
Wretched cassanova slain
recoiled and shrunken down
slithering away softly beaten
the operation succesful transplant
now the rain has washed away
I can see my true face
covered in grooves and teeth
it is become death
the real me
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Something else entirely
Shoot me where I stand
All manners deplorable
The planet explorable
Search long and far
Ricochet patterns emanate
Emasculate the seeping gloom
penetrate too deep too soon
And it all goes away
All manners deplorable
The planet explorable
Search long and far
Ricochet patterns emanate
Emasculate the seeping gloom
penetrate too deep too soon
And it all goes away
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